It has never been clear to me whether being a medically-qualified patient has positive or negative associations. In 2019, after a prostatectomy, where I had extended bleeding per urethra, I suffered two myocardial infarctions, underwent three coronary angiograms and eventually coronary stenting. Junior doctors never examined me at any point, while senior ones worried over the risk of stent placement in an actively bleeding patient. I report my views on how this seemed as a largely passive, but still actively thinking patient.